Hey! This is, once again, not a story. I WILL POST A STORY SOON OK I'M WORKING ON IT
This is going to be another chaos post I think? I just have so many comments on whatever that I have to vomit them all out onto my blog. - Valentine’s Day is depressing unless you have a s/o. Like when you don’t have a crush that’s all well and good but when you do it sucks. - Ur mom jokes aren’t funny? Like why are they the peak of humor? - The other day this guy in my class took off his PE jersey (you know those mesh things they make you wear over your clothes during team sports) and tossed it to me saying “Here hold this Lena.” I said, “No, I’m not holding your jersey for you,” and threw it back at him. He threw it at me again. I put it down. THIS MOTHERFCKER GOES OUT OF HIS WAY TO PICK IT UP AND THROW IT AT MY FACE. Like what?! - Early Gwen Stefani? Is good? Hollaback Girl is my favorite song right now. - Yesterday I was talking about food with two of my friends and my English teacher about food and it was fun. - My mom will curse in front of me and apologize and then say “I know you and your friends swear like sailors but I want to set a good example,” like it’s a bit late for that ma’am. - I’m listening to my playlist right now so there might be random music references peppered through this post. ALSO FOLLOW ME ON SPOTIFY N PINTEREST - Pinterest: @beandrinkstea - Spotify: @official.lena - What aesthetic should I try? Comment but know my wardrobe doesn’t go far beyond eclectic/cottagecore. - The other day we were in math class and one of my friends dared my other friend to get under the desk and pretend like it was an earthquake. So naturally she did, and knocked over her math folder and everything fell out. Most of the class was trying not to laugh at that point and one kid goes “Guys stop laughing, the ground isn’t shaking!” Needless to say, it was chaos. - People say Disney is cheesy and I’m not denying that but if DISNEY SONGS CHEESY THEN WHY ENCANTO SO GOOD - Is there a gender sexuality alliance (GSA) or whatever you want to call it at your school? I’m in GSA at my school and we’re working on making informational posters of different identities in the LGBTQ+ community. - What is the instrument in Fleetwood Mac songs that makes those swoopy sounds? Does anyone know what I’m talking about? - The worst thing is when you’re listening to music on the couch and you try to dance but you can’t because you’re surrounded by pillows and the sounds of them rustling when you move drowns out the music. - I really really really want a book room with a sliding bookshelf ladder. I can’t explain it. It’s always drifting around in the back of my head. - I need to distract myself from something embarrassing I said that just popped into my head that I can’t stop thinking about. I feel like sometimes I come off as spoiled and it bothers me. - The song Hey Lover is so cute! It makes me happy and it reminds me of Mendocino, which is one of my favorite places I’ve been. - My mom said “Did you see the love just fade from my eyes” when I said I didn’t want to go for a walk. - I feel kinda crummy so I’m gonna end this post here. And I said this was going to be a cheerful post. Bye! *woks away*
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Hey! I wrote this yesterday but forgot to post.
WARNING THIS POST IS KINDA HEAVY AND MIGHT BE TRIGGERING Yeah, so if you read my last post you’ll know that we had to tally up what we consume and figure out if it’s too much or too little, then see if we were too fat or too skinny or “just right.” And I thought we were done, but APPARENTLY NOT. Nope, we’re working on it again. Today, we’re talking about a balanced diet and seeing what kind of diet leads to diseases, which wouldn’t be so bad if the teacher didn’t show us SOMEONE ELSE’S CHART. LIKE A PERSON IN OUR GRADE. DIDN’T EVEN TRY TO HIDE THE NAME. She said “ So obviously [I’m not going to put the name for privacy reasons] is definitely consuming too much,” then showed the statistics, so basically body shamed the person. And when some assholes (pardon my french) started laughing, SHE LAUGHED WITH THEM. THIS IS COMPLETELY INAPPROPRIATE BEHAVIOR. And to top it all off, this is AFTER several parents emailed the principal and the teacher to talk about why this is a bad idea! Plus, we’re talking about obesity again. FYI, I’m in middle school. What do you think? Please comment! Also, there will be a more cheery post later this week haha *woks away* WARNING THIS POST IS KINDA HEAVY AND MIGHT BE TRIGGERING
In biology class today we had to tally up the amount of calories/food that we eat. Then we had to tally up the calories that we burn. After that, we had to compare the calories we consume to the calories we burn, AND we had to fill out a sheet saying “Are you consuming too much or too little of this? How can you cut down/increase the amount that you consume?” Then we had to add up our body weight and our height, as well as our age and sex, to find out if we are “too skinny” or “too fat.” THERE WAS EVEN AN OBESITY CHART. Apparently, I consume too much. It just made me feel really bad about myself and I don’t think this should be something that we do in school! I was comfortable with my body and what I eat before this, but now I feel super insecure about it. Also, this could be super triggering for a lot of people! What do you think? Please comment! *woks away* You know when you get out of the shower and the mirror is all fogged up? Yeah. So just now I got out of the shower and wrote “RAWR XD” on my mirror. That’s the backstory behind the title. This post actually has nothing to do with whatever that is.
Sooooooooo I’ve stalled for enough time now. To tell the truth, I don’t really have a plan or idea behind this post. I just wanted to post something. *racks brain* okay! I’ve got something. Why is there the thing (mostly for girls/women/feminine presenting people) where if you care about fashion or how you look, that makes you shallow? I don’t know if this is especially prevalent, but I keep seeing stuff about girls who pride themselves on not wearing makeup or not dressing in a feminine way, and good for you bestie but don’t make fun of people who do! (see Not Like Other Girls™) And there’s a double standard where people think that people only care about how they look because of societal standards, but some people (like me) dress up for fun. That’s what I have to say about that. SPEAKING OF NOT LIKE OTHER GIRLS™ I WAS AT MY FRIEND’S HOUSE AND WE WERE READING GIRLS’ WORLD MAGAZINES BECAUSE YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE THE STUFF IN THERE AND WE WERE GOING HYSTERICAL OVER THIS GIRL KAIA IN EVERY ISSUE SHE WOULD SHARE A PAGE FROM HER “DIARY” AND IT WAS ALL LIKE GIRLS ARE STRONG GIRLS CAN BE GIRLY OR TOMBOYS I LIKE BEING WEIRD I RUN WITH THE PACK I'M NOT POPULAR *has picture of herself with 15 of her “closest friends”* Sorry I just NEEDED to share. It was amazing. Now I have another thing I need to talk about. Why are Squishmallows so expensive? No one has that kind of money! I need book recs! If you have any, please let me know! I just realized my friend put a MCYT reference in a card she gave me a year ago. I don’t even like MCYT! I’m thinking of more things to say… I'm going to make a top 10 list (but it’s not in order and it’s actually more than ten) 1. Making up scenarios with characters from books (especially Six of Crows) 2. My friends 3. Trader Joes takis 4. Inside jokes 5. My frog, Neo 6. Forests! (that I never get to see because I live in LA) 7. Tea/tea parties 8. Organizing/renovating rooms! 9. Chairs. Just chairs. Anytime, anywhere, any chair. 10. Victorian boots 11. Mushrooms. I want to be a mycologist 12. My dog Molly! 13. Those cute little cottagecore-y drawings that I see on Pinterest (do you know what I’m talking about?) 14. The word celestial I love how colored hair looks on some people, I just don’t know if I can pull it off. I’d love to do either a dark green or a lavender, but will it work? Guess what I’m doing today! My parents and I are going to a museum with friends, and then I’m going to help one of them organize her art studio. THEN, we’re going to have dinner with them and then I’m going to sleep over at my friend’s house so we can go to the flea market super early tomorrow morning! I just remembered I still haven’t packed. Okay, I’m going to go do that now. Sorry that this post was so random. I think all of my non-story posts are going to be like this from now on. Bye! *woks away* |
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